I’m going to tale this is as 3 things I want to sat to 3 different people.
1st Person: You fucked up. Big time. I’m not sure I can look at you the same way again. I’m not sure I can trust everything you tell me is the truth. I still love you, though. But things will never be the same. Ever. But, thanks for everything you’ve dome for me the past 20 years. I really do appreciate it. I just wish things could back to normal…but you won’t snap the fuck out of it. And I don’t know why. I don’t know why you chose what and who you chose over us. It hurt. It still does. But, I’m done trying. I’ve done all I can do. I give. I’m just gonna keep on keeping on…
2nd Person: I love you. And I’m sorry all of this happened to you. I can’t imagine what you’re going through. But I admire you for handling it the way you have been. You’re a strong woman. And I know we’ll all get through this, and something good will come out of it.
3rd Person: Hi! Please do the following: go far away, grow up, and then we’ll talk….maybe.
**Honorable 4th Person(s): I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! You 3 are the only people around here I can fully trust and come to about almost anything without being judged. You keep me sane. Gosh. You’re just the tops!
**Honorable 5th Person: Sweetie, I love you. And I can not wait until you’re back here with me. And thank you for sticking by my side these past 2 years and some odd months. We’ve been through a lot together; and we’re still going strong….through test and all haha ;)
(Yeah I went there with the sappy little lovey dovey post. Wanna fight about it?)
Okay. I’m done.